Apparently…
Apparently the treatment I received from my peers up until about half way through my senior year of high school had a more profound effect on me than I initially thought. God damn god damn…
Not that I really care to go into details right now, but it decreased the enjoyability of a really good situation, and made things hard on a very good friend, someone I care about. And I just have such a hard time shaking that feeling. Fucking hell. Teachers should be able to bust fucking yard sticks over bullies heads. In my opinion. Bullying is not a fucking joke. It is not something to be shrugged off. It has it’s effects for the victim’s life.
And a few other events that have left me with a few… issues. That further fucked with the other night, making it go from being a fucking awesome night to simply pretty damn good. It helped… but it showed me what issues I never really realized went on in my head.
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